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Don't hide your crazy

My name is:                  

I come from the epitome of a Southern Baptist family where we went to church everytime the doors were open. We smiled and spoke to everyone. We definitely did not show our crazy! In this blog, I will talk about my life in general, with a focus on the last 10 years and my battle with mental illness. I made every bad decision possible and definitely did not hide my crazy. I'm still here and I'm healing! My hope is my story and transparency can help others heal and deal with mental health problems. 

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My name is innocent

I love the above meme. She looks so guilty but is really just an innocent little girl. The house fire in the background was a controlled...

My name is despised

When I left off my last blog, I had just told Perry about my infidelity with Dr. Gripe-o. I think this was the point in our relationship...

My name is Regretful

My next series of blogs will show a 10 year spiral of my mental health. I will add links at the bottom of the pages with additional...

My name is friend

One of my favorite television shows EVER is friends. As Perry and I are falling asleep at night, we watch friends. I think I have seen...

My name is Mean Girl

Be careful who you trust, Lucifer was once a beautiful angel. I try to go in chronological order with my blogs, but this blog spans from...

My name is emotional

In my last blog, I discussed grief vs. depression. We were going through the death of Perry's best friend, Mike. We were both grieving...

My name is worried

Today is grief vs. depression day. Depression is so complicated! There are so many different kinds and potential different causes for...

My name is imperfect

In my last blog, I talked about depression and depression triggers. I could blog on depression for the rest of my life. It's so hard to...

My name is accused

Obviously, this blog is about accusations. I've come to realize people react in different ways when falsely accused, depending on their...

My name is married - Part 5 of BPD

I wish I could tell you all once Perry and I married, it was all taco's, margarita's, and beaches. I wish we had gone through the last 30...

My name is engaged - Part 4 of BPD

Where we left off in part 3 on BPD, I was happy! I was working full time in NICU. I had finally gotten rid of SOB. My mom and I were on...

My name is empty - Part 3 of BPD

I was almost there. I was so close to being out of nursing school. I had gotten a scholarship from Carraway. The hospital was paying for...

My name is stupid - Part 2 of BPD

My last blog, I introduced everyone to Borderline Personality disorder (BPD). BPD is different from Bipolar disorder in that bipolar...

My name is Scared? - Part 1 of BPD

This is going to be a long blog I'm afraid. I might actually have to do 2-3 blogs on Borderline personality disorder (BPD). The biggest...

My name is pawn

I don't know how to play chess. However, I have read people who play chess use the pawn as a bargaining chip. I've learned especially in...

My name is hurtful

I wasn't going to blog about this today but shit happens. I felt better today. I wasn't in as big of a funk as I was yesterday. I slept...

My name is mentally ill

Let me just go ahead and say, I am going to be brutally honest. There are things I am going to put out there about myself that are not...

My name is confused

So let me just start with saying, I am (or was) a fairly intelligent girl at one time. I played the part of the big boobed, blonde Malibu...

My name is: Marti Ann

Hi. Let me introduce myself. My real name is Marti Ann Scarborough. I'm also known as Martini, Wal-Marti, Marti Farty Hicky Dicky,...

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